Warrior Extraordinaire
Michael Jackson was cautioned by the elders of his childhood church about the pitfalls and difficulties of fame and notoriety. According to many interviews and reports by those who knew Michael well, he conscientiously strove to uphold honorable behavior throughout his private and public life. I can only imagine how undoubtedly difficult this must have been for him to wade through the mire of rampant criticism and sometimes harsh, unfounded ridicule which followed him like a stalking enemy for most of his adult life. Michael’s caricature generated bundles of greenbacks for greedy gremlins and mean, media moguls at the expense of his reputation and dignity.
When Michael went on the BAD World Tour in 1987, he agreed to answer one question from PEOPLE magazine journalist Todd Gold. Todd asked Michael what misconceptions the public had of him.
Michael Jackson gave this written reply:
“Like the old Indian proverb says, Do not judge a man until you’ve walked two moons in his moccasins. Most people don’t know me, that is why they write such things in which most is not true. I cry very, very often because it hurts, and I worry about the children, all my children all over the world, I live for them. If a man could say nothing against a character but what he can prove, his story could not be written. Animals strike not from malice, but because they want to live, it is the same with those who criticize, they desire our blood, not our pain. But still I must achieve. I must seek Truth in all things. I must endure for the power I was sent forth, for the world, for the children. But have mercy, for I’ve been bleeding a long time now. MJ.“
Go back in time to the early 1980′s when Michael was in his young 20′s, just embarking on his solo career. This is when he discovered his inherited skin disease called vitiligo, which ultimately resulted in the complete loss of pigmentation over his entire body. I can imagine it took much humility and courage to accept his rapidly changing appearance. This would be especially difficult for an entertainer with naturally dark skin, whose career hinged around being admired by millions of people around the world. Michael was a very private man, so he kept this condition under wraps, figuratively and literally.
Now, let’s fast forward a few years to 1984 when Michael’s hair caught on fire while filming the infamous Pepsi commercial when the pyrotechnics malfunctioned. Several surgeries and skin grafts were needed to treat the severe burns to his scalp . This resulted in permanent hair loss and scarring that would force Michael to wear wigs for the rest of his life. More humility and more demands for acceptance challenged him. This photograph was taken in the ambulance with bandage on his head, and trademark, sequined white glove, which he initially began wearing on the right hand to cover up his blotchy, fading skin.
In his early autobiography, Moonwalk, he described the accident, “…bombs went off on either side of my head, and the sparks set my hair on fire. I was dancing down this ramp and turning around, spinning, not knowing I was on fire. Suddenly I felt my hands reflexively go to my head in an attempt to smother the flames.”
Michael was an extraordinary warrior of L.O.V.E.
Twila Paris’ song, The Warrior Is A Child, is sung in this video by Gary Valenciano.
The lyrics remind me of Michael Jackson.
Initially Twila said she considered that this song would be just for her. She felt it was “too depressing” and that “everyone is going to misunderstand it, and they’re not going to like it.” It became a famous classic, crossing over into other music genres.
The Warrior Is A Child ~written by Twila Paris
Lately I’ve been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I’m amazing
Strong beyond my years
But they don’t see inside of me
I’m hiding all the tears
They don’t know that I go running home when I fall down
They don’t know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
‘Cause deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child
Unafraid because His armor is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest
People say that I’m amazing
Never face retreat
But they don’t see the enemies
That lay me at His feet
They don’t know that I go running home when I fall down
They don’t know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and and cry for just a while
‘Cause deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child
They don’t know that I go running home when I fall down
They don’t know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and look up for a smile
‘Cause deep inside this armor
Deep inside this armor
Deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child